another one.

as i lay here
heartbroken.
a flood of tears,
a flood of memories
a flood of fears.
how will i go on?
how will i go on
without him,
without
our conversations,
about anything.
our walks,
which left my
head spinning.
but it's not like
you'd ever care
how much you
mean to me,
how much i cry
every night
because you
don't notice the pain

you're putting me through

you may as well
just kill me,
because your actions
are just like a
slow
and
painful
death.